voice from a heart

feeling sad, feeling angry!!!
a serious problem that could not be solved...
its just like a cancer, which cannot be healed..
i cried out to GOD, "when will this end??"
but, there is no answer to my prayer..
6 years of a pending answer...
what shall i do?? wait?? pray?? hoping that miracles will happen??
i've done what i'm suppose to do, but yet, no "medicine" can cure the "cancer"..
can i forgive you??
i dont think i could, coz you dont give me the opportunity to do so...